Even though we’re not as close.. I don’t want to lose you as a best friend. You’re my pillar of strength, hope and my everything. Even though we’re not caught up with each other’s lives and don’t see each other as much and we’ve changed.. But you’re the only constant in my life these 4 years, when I think I’m about to lose everything, I know I still have you to look forward to. The thought of losing you really hurts me deeply.